Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
I need to forgive myself for having the 2 c-sections. It eats at me every day. If I had just pushed for the vaginal birth a bit more it may have happened. I feel like a failure for falling into the traps of the medical profession. Logically in my head I know that I have 2 wonderful children and it doesn't matter how they came into the world but it is still something I think about every day. I feel weak for not standing my ground.